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cái này có vẻ khó quá ha *cười* (^ ^)

không phải vô tình mà P nghĩ ra cái chủ đề này đâu, thật ra có 1 trang web FutureMe.org là nơi bạn sẽ viết những lá thư và nó sẽ gửi đến bạn trong khoảng thời gian bạn yêu cầu trong đó. P đã viết 1 lần vào 2 năm trước và mới nhận lại lá thư đó gần đây. Sau khi đọc xong tự nhiên thấy nhớ những thứ ngày xưa mà giờ mình đã quên nhiều rồi. Ừ, thì tóm lại ý tưởng là lấy từ đó đó (^ ^)

còn ... cái này là 1 phần của lá thư mà P quyết định sẽ gửi đến tuơng lai 5 năm tới. Cũng chẳng có gì đặc biệt, cái chính là gửi 1 phần cảm xúc của 1 thời vào tương lai thôi (^^;;)


Dear Future Me,

writing letter for oneself is always hard even if it's just about some silly babble about life and and everyday thingy. I know it's always is *laugh*

you know what? I imagine you, 5 year later, reading this letter and laugh and cry and reminisce about how you used to be, about how were me - full of passion and regrets; and that makes me more upset than amused. I know in 5 year more, you may be graduated from university and already be drown under tones of work in order of struggling for life, for family, or may be higher place in your job; you may worry sick about promotion, finding your own man/building your very own small happy family, taking care of your parents and your lil' sister... That's just part of the nightmare I don't ever wanna think of now, when I'm only 18. that's just sad, yeah...

well, being 18 isn't simple, there's so many things in life you wanna archive but you find yourself so useless and disable to do anything.you still remember how I got into guitar? probably because of the glorious sparkling on-stage performance illusion of those artists I love cram into my daydreaming head recently *laugh* . At 18, the 1st time in my life, I want to discover what I really like and if or if not I have something so-call special ability or something I'm actually good at. Never before have I really cared OR I never have time to think about myself, I've been busy envying/thinking how to surpass those who I envy of more than focusing the things I do, that's why I always failed. Now, I wanna have my very own guitar and started practicing at any time as possible. number 1 wish for now.

it still sounds so lame writing letter to myself, like unsent letters kept secret in some typical teen girl's drawer - which contains so many secret about love, hatred, relationship, etc... However, lame people says, but meaningful to those who really put themselves in those letters, also meaningful to me too.

I'm now 18, I'm still much amused at how people at the same age at me in the past already got married and had children. Fortunately, I was born in the modern age so that I don't be bound by those prejudice, what a relief q(^-^q)

Well, briefly about this year, the biggest event that ever happened to me is: I officially failed at uni entrance exam on purpose ( "on purpose" in bold and capital with underline ) I don't want to go to VN uni/college or whatsoever higher education here, I'm so fed up with it. It's been a very tough try to overcome the hard time while I was still in year 12. I still remember vividly how I'd been so depressed, so screwed up, so tired days by days. Thank Gods that it was over and I live.


There's 1 thing I can't imagine about 23-year-old me is.... how fat you're now? ^^;; weighing is always girl's problem, right? I just remember how I've struggle my teenager life about appearance. You'll be pretty 23 year old, right? Let's hope so *fingercross*

Kidding another time. ^^

Just enjoy life as you live it. Some obstacles in life would probably help you to love it more.




Ah, is YUI still our favorite artist?
Have you ever gone to any rock gigs I used to want yet?
Have you ever dyed your hair once in these 5 years? Was it blond or red?
Have you got a job yet?
any boy in your life?
any chance you got married?


Kidding, Kidding ^^



18-year-old me